Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
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1:05 am - That's no bridal party at all...
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If I were to get married in the next six months, my bridal party would consist of me and one other..maybe two others, max. I think that's kinda sad.
Oh, and I was just informed that I'm not a bridesmaid in my "best friend's" wedding. Lovely. I was surprised.
current mood:  slightly disheartened
current music: Angie Stone
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Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
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1:58 am - It'll just hit me, BAM, like a bolt of lightning
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I figured out what the name of my pastry shop will be: S is for Sweet. Although it's highly unlikely that I would forget it, I decided to jot it down here anyway.
current mood:  tired
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Saturday, November 28th, 2009
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2:20 am - one of my favorite poems
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i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
- e. e. cummings
current mood: tired
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1:24 am - Quote of the day
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"It's just the grass we have and we gotta live on it."
current music: In her Shoes
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Friday, November 27th, 2009
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10:18 pm - Quote of the day
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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
current mood:  indifferent
current music: Akeelah and the Bee
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Tuesday, November 10th, 2009
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3:51 pm
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I have a degree in Communication Studies, specifically interpersonal communication. All to often though, I seem unable, unwilling to do so. What is that?
They so the one that is worth crying over, won't make you cry. I don't know about that. What do you all think?
current music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - This Velvet Glove
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Sunday, September 27th, 2009
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2:57 am - Sweet moments do exist
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When I was tucking Myles into bed, he asked me to sing him a song. I asked him if he was serious. Upon replying yes, he requested "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star." I can't carry a tune, but I sang anyway. I guess it's true that little kids, especially your own, do in fact enjoy the singing of their parents. It's gotta be that is their parent and they can hear the love. So anyway, after I finished singing that song, I sat there silently trying to think of another one. I chose "You Are My Sunshine." After I finished, I heard a little sniffle. Then, the following conversation ensued:
Me: What's wrong baby?
Myles: That Song made me cry mommy.
Me:Love, why did it make you cry?
Myles: Because Mom, it was just so beautiful.
I had to hold in a chuckle, because I was just so surprised by his answer..and my singing, it does not sound good..at all. He must have really listened to the words.
Me: Oh love, I didn't mean to make you cry.
Myles: You know it does make me cry though.
Me: I didn't know sweetheart. I do love you though, so much and you are my sunshine. You make me smile and so happy. Do you want me to sing it again?
Myles: Yes, please.
So, I sang it again.
Myles: ::sniff, sniff:: Just so beautiful. I love you mom.
Me: Awe bud, I love you too. Sweet dreams.
Seriously, I about cried. His little voice saying those words, were so sweet. It just reminded me that even though he can be bad as sin, he's got in some angel in there too.
I L-O-V-E those moments!!!
current mood: tired
current music: AC/DC - You Shook Me All Night Long (?)
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Sunday, September 6th, 2009
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10:38 pm - Quote of the Day
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"Doubt is an unpleasant condition, but certainty is absurd."
current mood: indifferent
current music: Air - La Femme d'Argent
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Friday, August 28th, 2009
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9:12 pm - When it rains, it pours
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Today's chain of unfortunate events:
1.) bad reaction to something I ate
2.) paper-cutted nasal septum
3.) blown out tire
4.) slipping on wet pavement and falling (in front of multiple people), resulting in a bruised knee and a couple busted up knuckles
5.) finding out that I need to replace not one, but two axels on my car
Things could have been worse though. And as bad as the day sounds, there were some good points.
current mood: tired
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Thursday, August 27th, 2009
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7:03 pm - Quote of the Day
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"I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass."
current mood:  bored
current music: Three Dog Night - Joy to the World
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Saturday, August 22nd, 2009
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10:56 pm
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All the time people say, "just tell me the truth, I'm a big girl/boy." However, people don't always mean it. And if they don't, they shouldn't say it. I, do mean it though. I may not like what I hear, I may get mad, and or my feelings may get hurt. I'm willing to take that chance though. I would much rather someone be straight up with me than beat around the bush or sugar coat. I don't like being led on or lied to. If I look fat in that outfit tell me. If the meal I cooked taste like shit, tell me. If you don't want to hang out with me or be my friend, tell me. If my breath stinks, tell me. Don't waste my time dammit, just tell me the truth!
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Drake - Best I Ever Had
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Saturday, August 8th, 2009
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1:52 am - Quote of the Day
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"For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life. But then, there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through. First, some unfinished business, time to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness--happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination."
current music: Maxwell - Bad Habits
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Tuesday, August 4th, 2009
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1:11 am - My number is 555...
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So, I want a phone buddy. I want someone to talk to on the phone regularly about anything and everything. Not necessarily, everyday or the same time and day all the time, just often/frequently. People seem to be so busy, but with that being the case, it would make it that much more special knowing that the other person and myself made the effort.
Where did this bit of randomness come from? Well, I was on facebook and messaged a friend. He said he had to get off and asked if I still had his number. We exchanged numbers and he said he'd talk to me soon. I honestly didn't think he meant within the next five minutes. We chatted for about 40 minutes. I thought it was gonna be weird because we hadn't seen or spoken (actually talked) since around the time I graduated high school. It was cool catching up and almost as if it hadn't been six or seven years since the last time. He's younger than me so it was also funny hearing a deeper voice than what I had last heard. I enjoyed the conversation.
So yeah, I think that would be fun..that's what I need (or want anyway). Any takers?
current mood: not bad
current music: Neil Young - Unknown Legend
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Saturday, August 1st, 2009
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12:31 am - Just let it/him/her/things go
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I wish I didn't get so attached.
current mood: Whatever
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Thursday, July 9th, 2009
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12:21 am - So many things in so many days
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I was roaming around facebook land when I came across a website link in someones profile. The link was to a blog where she had a list of things she wanted to accomplish in a certain amount of time. I thought it was a pretty neat idea, so I decided to do the same thing. It took me awhile to come up with my list. I thought it might give me (and Myles) more things to do. At the moment, I have more time to do whatever.
( Here is my list of 101 things to do in 1001 days. ) It'll be super awesome if I complete all the tasks. If not, well I don't know what it will be. The link to the blog page is http://1o1thingsin1oo1days.blogspot.com/ in case any of you are interested in looking. On the page there's other information and indicators of how I'm progressing with the completion of the tasks.
current mood: indifferent
current music: Garbage - I'm Only Happy When It Rains
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Thursday, June 18th, 2009
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12:20 am - My first place
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I signed the least on my first place yesterday evening. Today my mom, sister, and I cleaned, cleaned, cleaned, and cleaned some more. I'm quite excited and feel liberated. By the time we're settled in though, I will be penniless. There's still much work to be done. I'm so happy and thankful I had help cleaning. My mom and sister did all the stuff I didn't want to do, all the really yucky stuff. We were absolutely amazed at how disgusting the apartment was. It was as if the landlords and prior tenants did no cleaning at all..no exaggeration. I do not understand how people can live in such filth. I honestly cannot express the extent of nastiness. Just ridiculous.
Kevin is taking us moving out it harder than I am. Myles seems to be doing okay and understanding it all. Hopefully that doesn't change. We broke up a little over a month ago. The majority of the time since then, was kinda shitty up until a few days ago. Thankfully, Myles and I will be leaving on a good note.
current mood:  beat
current music: Y & R
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Sunday, May 24th, 2009
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11:18 pm - The time has come...
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I am ready to move out. Let's hope everything goes well this week.
current mood:  anxioushopefuleager
current music: Southern Belles
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Friday, May 15th, 2009
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11:36 pm - Err, maybe you shouldn't look
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So I saw a small frog near our back door. Myles had already gone in the house, so I called him back out. So while I was waiting for him, I looked a little closer and noticed it's head was missing. Before I had the chance to tell Myles nevermind, he had already squatted down. He looked up at me with a sad kinda disturbed face. I felt bad, but couldn't keep the laughter away. It really was funny. I hope it didn't traumatize him or anything.
current mood:  amused
current music: Faith Evans - All Night Long [Remix] ft. P Diddy
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Sunday, May 10th, 2009
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4:20 pm - Da dada da daaaa da (Pomps and Circumstance, that is)
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So yeah, I graduated yesterday. YAY!
current mood: OVERJOYED
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Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
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2:54 pm - Aahhh, I wanna scream!
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Uuugghhh! Why do I do it every time? Procrastinating gets me no where good. I just want to be done. OBNOXIOUS. I do it to myself. Thank God this is the last paper of my college career.
current mood:  stressed/rushed
current music: To Rococo Rot - Prado
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